Watching the sun rise just as I watched it set.
Witnessed the cycle.
I have a lot on my mind.
This move and the path I should take.
It can't ever be simple, they're always life changing.
So many things could fail and they are failing, I can see the rust
building around the turnstile and I'll be trapped once again.
In the room questioning:
Who turned the calendar back,
Who removed the numbers from the clock,
Who decided that I needed downtime?
And now that luna is over there,
where in the first time in years I have something to look forward to.
No false hopes or promises, no pressure and someone to trust me.
Comfortable silence is all that I've needed.
I am nervous and beside myself.
Following my intuition and I'm not being pushed away for it.
Someone extending their hand to me for once and...
It has taken so much effort in my life for something this simple, for a few days of solace.
I tried and exclaimed one more time with words falling like bricks, the best way I could and it happened.
I miss you
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